Need Help/ Suggestions - Part 2

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Finally got some professional help with my anger and emotions yesterday. I feel that this will help me in the long run. Whether or not it can help save my marriage, who knows.

I do have some reservations with my M altogether. I sitll want to be with my wife and pray that she can forgive me for what I have done to get us to this point. I know it is in God's hands and his path is where I am going to go.

It hurts me though to know that my son will be affected by this. Right now he is a happy child with no cares in the world. The uncertainty of all of this is what is really getting to me. In the meantime, I am going to try and fix the problems I have and move forward from there.