woke up 30 minutes ago feeling total panic.

"she's gone" panic/fear. Just kinda lay shivering in bed.

I really want to call her, find something to call her about that's not chasing, to hear her voice.

This is one of those crushing moments where I feel insanely alone. And think that just talking to her might make her reconsider.

I know it won't. But it's so scary to wake up like that. It almost feels like I'm going to have a heart-attack from the thunderclap of reality. \:\(

Last edited by MinnesotaMan; 10/10/07 03:14 PM.
Me: 26 W: 25
Together: 6yrs
Married: 14 mo.
Bomb: 9/14/07