Lets try thing again!!!!

[limbo]

Thank you all for the 2x4's!! I really need them!

I just don't know whats wrong with me, what it is that I really want, H said that it seems like I am pushing him out the door, maybe I am, but why? Is it because I am trying to proctect myself, or is it because I want it done...I just don't know.

I am going to detach again, and just focus on me for awhile and see what that brings!

HB don't worry about what you say, as I know its said with love!!! and I want people to be honest with me! As the people here are the ones who do give it to you like it is! and I value that!