This forum is STILL about not done trying to win back WAS but if I can improve my life skills, it is a win, win sitch. I am past the hurt of my X, though it seems a few weeks ago I was tweaked by some heart strings that made me vulnerable. Hey, I'm human.

Sure, my dreams have always been that we get back together but one can only desire so long before you have to look at life and reality to figure out that I am alone in my thoughts. That is just fine, I no longer have grudges against X, she made decisions when she did for reasons only she knew why. I can only live my life and save myself.

Hmmmmm...........Now, what the hell got me in here again? I know it is very theraputic to write and see all my friends again but I don't know what happened to me. Something happened to me that I ran to the X. Maybe it was the GF, maybe it was a combination of things. I'll have to work this one out.

OT, I'm not stuck, I just tend to revisit old friends and places. I'm like an old spirit I guess. I think I have to look more towards the future and look back less.

Me

I believe that dreams are more powerful than facts,that laughter is the only cure for grief. And I believe that love is stronger than death