Still standing...

[theotherhalf]

Had a good day with myself today. After all the upset, fear, stress of the last 36 hrs I really needed it.

ahhh....

Now took a long look at my self and what I am doing today. Looked at the alternatives. Asked myself what is it you want? What do you not want? Have gotten alot of different advice yesterday and today. Well here is my decision...

I am really really going to try and let him go. I know that there is no other way. I know that if I continue to pursue that I am going to lose him to her. So from this day forward I am going to LET HIM GO!! I will get him and what he is doing out of my head. I have to in order to save myself, my kids, and my marriage.

What ever will be is surely going to be.