my crazy mess

[christarn]

So, H text me yesterday and asked me to come down...I said no thanks, he then asked if I had talked to my atty, I said no...next thing I know he calls me...and was like I was hoping you would want to come down, so we could talk about working things out...but now I see you have your same old attitude back, and don't want to talk about things...so never mind that. I was like, wow...this is a change from the guy that left me in a bar crying...so we talked back and forth for a while, he said he still doesn't know what he wants but he was hoping I would come down becuase and I quote "i'm horny!" so now, I'm wondering if he truly wanted to work things out, or if he just thought I would come down for that soul purpose. I'm even more confused than ever. I was like I thought you wanted a D, my guard is up, and I'm not sure what to do...part of me feels he threw the D card out as a method of revenge (my h has done stunts like that before)...I don't know my mind is racing, just wondering if he truly wanted to work on things, or just said that to mess with my mind....argh! this is just insanity!!