Today is one of those days where I wish I could run away, I'm not getting a break, work is 7 days a week in order to keep everything going & keep my head above water, just enough money to buy the most very basics, the legal fees are taking the majority of my income, I hope all this is worth it.
I'm building up to a crisis, I need to chill, I guess the positive point is I can recognise this, Just had a nice relaxing bath, glass of Bailey's with ice. Just got to print off some documents ready for tomorrow and then bed.
The pressure is on, the air is silent, the silence before the storm, I have a feeling the s**t is about to hit the fan, it is scary facing court, but I know I will get through it, my hairdresser is on standby so I atleast know my hair will be perfect on the day.
Any tips on staying calm welcome - can only drink a couple of bailey's before I feel sick, don't really like it, don't know how long it has been in the cupboard, might be why it makes me feel sick !! can't sit in the bath all the time, can't afford any retail therapy, so any other tips ????
