Yeah that is true. I am glad you all help me make since because I am so emotional I am a robot. Therapist says do something and I do.

I am just trying to do what is right for the kids and somehow find a way to exist. My son got in the car tonight crying and cried all day. He misses his daddy so much. I just don't know what to do or say to make him feel better. The other four seem ok but my 9 yr old really struggles. He really was connected to my husband in a unique way. I think the fact that they share the same illness and really understand each other has a lot to do with it.

I am praying he calls the kids tonight because if not I am afraid it is going to really put my son in a downward spiral. We will see. All I know is I am going to zip my lips and sit on my hands I will not speak a word to him.

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"