Not really coming around, just being nice and friendly and acting as if again. Because I am dark I try never to see him. I arrange for the kids to be picked at my mom's and dropped off at my brother's. He always has some excuse that he prefers to meet at the mall or a coffee shop then he wants us to eat together or look at books together, etc.
I avoid him like the plague because, you know why Morgan!, because I cannot bare any more mini bombs.
I am getting ready to give up. I am still pro marriage and anti divorce. I know that having Mommy and Daddy and best friends and soul mates and future grandparents in love is the ideal and I know I will always love him. BUT I cannot trust him any more.
I have gone over the 50% edge. I am not 100% sure, maybe never will be. But I used to be 50/50.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
