no I am not any meds. DR suggested anti-anxiety drugs awhile back but do not want to take them unless absolutely necessary. Right now I am okay. Had a bad night because of H's speach, slept okay but felt really down this morning.
So I took the day off to have time with myself. Time to sort out my thoughts. I talked to a couple people. Read a little on here. Mowed my lawn and now going to go cut the dogs hair.
I've thought and thought. I know that I have to let him go. What if he IS coming around, testing me to see if I'll resort to old habits and will blow on him? No one knows what he is thinking. Don't even think he knows. So Let Go and Let God!
Thanks OTH
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
