One thing I can count on, when I feel my lowest I can come here and know that there will be someone here that wount let me fall to far down!! Thank you all it means alot, and it does help, its so hard as you all know and i think to its coming up to the 1 year annv of the first bomb, and so of course my mind is going into replay I try not to, but its hard...I think of what the last year has been like and I just feel so worn and used. So now I worry that this just wount work, I guess not so much because of him, but me....lately I just feel like I don't have any feelings, I know love is a decision, but I just don't feel anything for him, other then numb. And I worry that this is going to be a permanent thing. I do continue to work on this, but sometimes its easier then others. So thank you all for the boost when i so needed it!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
