like Ian, I work for food, and I'm only a few hours away.
and I'm HUNGRY.
ROFLMAO!! Angel....it might do you some good to go kick some ass right now! Hell....can we say "Road Trip"!! Vroooooom........feed him Chickie!! He's HUNGRY!
Change the Policy. Allow PM's Free all of us.
Also some new and improved emoticons would be nice!
6:00 PM - Goodness sakes - I need a happy blog! Current mood: content Category: Blogging
I've learned a lot this past year. I've learned that it's true - we ARE stronger than we can ever realize. We take a lot more than we give ourselves credit for .... and in the end, we WILL be ok. I've learned that I'm not a bad person. I'm actually quite happy right now. With me, and with most of my life - with a few exceptions.
I've learned that you should never put your faith in someone, or depend on someone else to make you happy. If you are happy, you can then make someone else happy, but if you're not - you can't.
I've learned that I don't have to apologize for everything and that I'm not always wrong. I am a good person and have many great friends. Thank you to those of you who have been here for me, listened to me whine, cry, question things.
I'm figuring out me and I'm happy with me.
I hope this is happier than previous. I'm in a pretty good place right now. Happy with life, my daughter, my friends, and my job(s) for the most part LOL
I've learned I'm addicted to LOL but that's ok too. That's me and "that's how I roll" --- LOL!!!
I've learned that I can get lost for two hours in DC and get myself unlost. I can be proud and not freak out or get angry when I'm touring DC and supposed to be in my hotel!
I'm a better mom now. I have more patience. I didn't like who I was becoming before......but I like me now. I'm back to being happy most days. I don't have the anger or bitterness I had for a while.
I do wonder about me.....feeling this "ok" about me, life, etc. - had I given up a long time before? Or was seeing it in my face my turning point? Do I still care about this person? I don't wish any ill will on him, but there is no way I could go back to the way things were. No way I could go back with him, try to reconcile. I'm better as me than I was when we were a "we".
So I'll close now. To those who read and have been my support system for this past year, I owe you a lot. All I have right now is a thank you from the bottom of my heart. As you know, I'm getting short changed on money LOL!!!
To those of you who I have met since last September, I'm thankful for you too. Some of you have shown me that there ARE good men in the world. For quite a while, I had my doubts. Not that I put ALL men in one category, but a majority and I'm seeing that there ARE good guys out there. So thank you for that too.
Have a great week and enjoy the wacky weather!!!!
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
I did decide a few things. I had a dream a few nights ago that I was invited to their wedding - maybe reading BBA's Evite thread.
I wouldn't go if I was.
But it brought up kids' b-days, etc...
We will have separate parties. That is how it has to be. He won't be putting that cow in my face because I'm not into beastiality.....and I've come to a lot of conclusions about him (and her)....
What kind of woman takes over a relationship where the other left off, knowing what kind of damage has been done - not allowing him to "heal" and be whole before she takes that on?
They deserve each other. I have no respect for either of them, and hope they make each other happy.
My lack of respect is mostly for him and his lack of support and lackluster parenting record as of late.....
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...