Been gone a while wanted to see how you were doing. My W. blind sided me with wanting to go to C. We go Friday this week. That is a positive. I see you are still roller coastering a little. Do you remember what I typed in regards to the closer you get to fixing or rebuilding the more arrows come flying.
Let me tell you a story, had a decent weekend this past one. Things were pleasant, geniune and pleasant. Next thing Monday comes and she is blown away with her schedule. She is in a foul mood and what not. Doesn't call at all yesterday or today, too busy! Well I haven't snooped in months, I snooped, guess what. Something drove me to snoop, I know what it is!
Next thing I get contacted from my previous OW haven't heard from her in many months. Out of the blue her comes the call. Bottom line, when you are moving forward, something (you know what something I am referring too) trys to hold you back or make things easy to give up. Don't give up because of him!
If it is too hard and I know how you must feel, give up because you think it is the right thing, not because of fear or anxiety. "Courage is not the absence of fear, courage is doing the right thing even though the fear is present."
God Bless!
Married:10 years D final 8/28/08 10 minutes is all it took Life goes on and DB was no small part in growing from the Divorce!
