Acts of Service is her love language. But at times it came down to me doing stuff for her and then when I wanted something (sex) then everything became problematic. I told her I felt like nothing but a walking paycheck. I guess that should have been my first clue. Well, I guess it was.
We went to seminars on LL, and other M improvement things, but when she married someone she wasn't attracted to, it was not going to come out well in the end.
I don't mind the C. My insurance covers all but nine bucks, and it's helpful to me, so I continue to go. We'll see how long that continues, but every time I think I don't need this guy anymore something happens and I realize he is helpful.
Tomorrow shoud be fun: would have been our 20-year anniversary.
built4speed My Saga "How others deal with the gifts you've given is not your decision, but theirs." - Richard Bach
