Your right about the frustration. Everyone on this board has been so helpful for me to get through this. The advice is what keeps me going and hopefully making the right choices.
But it is right now at this very moment I am really loosing it. I feel like I am really at my wits end. I don't know what to do. I am so torn inside of where to go from here. And I could really really use some advice and insight.
The ONLY things I do know right now are:
I love my H with all I have
I DO NOT want a divorce
I forgive him for all of it
I believe we can R and make it work for good
I have made changes in me that would make a world of a difference in our marriage if I just had the chance.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
