I just can't seem to get rid of this bad feeling, that we are moment away from the end...I just get this sense that the ow is lurking and she is going to destroy again. We just don't seem to be connecting, we haven't dialouged in days, and when I tried to tell h how i was feeling, we ended up not talking. so it just tells me that nothing has changed, we can talk when things are peachy but if there is a problem, it still isn't going to be resolved, it will be ignored, not talked about so it will just fester again....I just don't see how this is going to help anything.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!