I emailed H and asked if he'd be willig to try spending more time together like before- a few days. I said it didn't have to be anytime soon and it didn't have to be for a whole week (like he suggested before). I said it was just a thought that ran through my head and if it was too soon, just to let me know.
He replied it was too soon. And then he said, that we'd have time together during the trip to the world series anyway.
ya, well piss.
I'm calling my mom and telling her to make up 2 rooms for us, because I won't be sleeping in the same room as H while we are there.
He wants his cake and to eat it too. Well, I'm done spending nights with him at his house and at hotels (trips) and my parents and at the cabin, when he won't spend nights and time with me.
Done. Really now. What reason does he have, when I keep going over there?
Tonight he came to the gym, then I left and DIDN"T SAY GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!
