Thanks Jak.....I went to my counseling appt. today and she said the same thing. She felt that I was now at the point of driving myself crazy and possibly setting myself up for sabatoge. Almost like I am trying to find something on him.
Trying to have the attitude that unless I hear different, I am going to trust him.
Ugghhhh....those words are hard to say.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!