Now I've done it.... again #4?

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Ugh, ironically today is some Christian anti porn day where people are actually fasting and holding prayers circles because porn has become an epidemic problem. It is a multibillion dollar industry making more money than combine NBA and NFL sales put together for entertainment. Unbelievable to my naive eyes because I have never seen a porn. But you need to let it roll off your back and let him deal with that issue privately. Porn is bad if it is addictive but people enjoy it differently.

Embarrassing story: I found a skin mag in my Dad's bed. I snuck it out to show my friends and left it on my night stand and forgot about it. Gross. Months later my Dad was cleaning out my room, I was helping. he found the mag looked at it and threw it in the garbage without even flinching or saying a word to me. I was so embarrassed but it was over and done with and I think he handled it the best way. With no humiliation.

Try that. Try not to punish your H for the past transgressions of your EX. I do that too because my EX boyfreind from 15 years ago was also caught cheating with bar trash by my mom. This devastated me and my H knew that and still put me through heck. I know exactly how you feel. Like history is repeating itself and when will we ever learn, right? We feel like we must be making a pattern of bad choices. Well now we have the power to make the right choices.

Breathe and stop stop stop snooping. Tell him to use a private acct.

Bang Brothers Company . Now I get it. Gross. Dr. Dean Edell was trying to tackle the porn addiction problem on his show and he said men may get addicted because they are too embarrassed to talk openly about sexuality with other men where women are more open about their bodies. He said men are very insecure about their masculinity and performance so pornography is a way they can see other men's performance in privacy. Sounds funny to me as a woman. He also said the rise in pornography is adding to a rise in plastic surgery of the nether regions gross.