Something in me, hopefully not unfounded optimism, says that she's starting to rethink things. that my consistency in trying to better myself, being happier, losing weight, doing stuff with the girls, not drinking nearly as much, dance lessons, and continuing to love/not blame her may be starting to have an effect. Or, I could just have my head up my ass.
It sounds like you're taking good care of yourself and making alot of progress, Heim. I hope that everything works out for you and that there really is progress and positive gain.