It takes awhile to get over the urge to constantly snoop. It did me and at certain times I still will (b-days, xmas).
Just keep up the good work ands try not to be at his b eck and call so to speak. Keep working on you and what you want for you. It will say millions to XH.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
