Hey Sandi, sorry you are having so much trouble with your meds. My W is on ultram and lyrica for nerve pain, and the doc also put her on prednisone for inflammation. She has never been on so many at one time that i think she has the dosages screwed up. My W is almost back to her old self in the last few days, and i can hardly contain myself. She came in the house on friday nite, and i was speechless for a few minutes b/c she got her hair cut! I only say this b/c for 5 or6 years she has worn it long, and she knows that i dont like it long. She looks so good with short hair and also looks 10 years younger. I told her friday nite that she looked very good, and with the weight she has lost, she looked years younger. Believe me, she was beaming. Sandi, i almost want to scream with happiness, only b/c i see this as she wanting back in the R, b/c one email that i have with the OM says that she only wears her hair long,b/c she knows i dont like it and she does it to piss me off. You know if she really wanted this over, and wanted to play games with me, she wouldnt have cut her hair. She talked about getting a new refrigerator over the weekend also, so something is turning in that mind of hers. She wants to talk all the time, and last nite we were both sitting at the kitchen table doing work, and actually had a pleasant conversation about her troubles at work. I am taking this one day at a time, but i see real progress here. Also, she finally used a gift certificate i got her for mothers day from me and the kids, and went for a massage on saturday. When i would mention before about going for a massage, she would just shrug me off and say that she didnt have time. Could she be changing for the better? I still think this will take time, as i know she has lots of guilt, and is embarassed to talk about the R. Wait until she sees the what i have to pay my lawyer for september, she will flip. But i hope she brings it up, then i will calmly tell her that i have to protect myself, and we can always start over and drop the divorce. Sorry to steal your thread, but i just had to write. Take care, and thanks to all for the support.
