Thanks DF, I'm really trying to hold my fears and emotions intact.

I really really really think that H is coming around. That this could be all just to start over and to get away from OW.

What I fear is that I am fooling myself. That maybe just maybe he maybe talking of leaving state to get away from me too. Or that maybe he is going off to find work where he can be together with OW out in the open. Away from here.

Time will tell....


imLIN are you out there today!!!??? I could use you.

M41
H42
D17
Adopted N14
M22 T24
"Bomb" 4/07
Sep 8/07
Admitted OW 11/07(only to me)
OW back 12/4/07
PA on off thru 7/08
says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08
D final 7/09
Moving on and up!!