Of course I want it sooner than now. My clock is racing and I think her's is just plodding along. I am doing my best to treat her as a friend, but she's knows better. Is it bad to move in for a hug now and then? or is that considered pursuing?
Yes...tonight is the dinner. is it bad to put ILY on the card? is that pursuing? How can I do a 180 on the card? that's an interesting thought. I assume she's thinking shes going to get this big long letter in a card. Is a short 'happy birthday' kosher?
she told her mother last night that she wants me to go out and buy a house. That seems a bit more permanent than I was considering or hoping for. I also believe her divorced nut-job friend referred her to a lawyer. Everything in our situation is starting to mirror the sitch friend.
so..yes, I am in the LBS fog. It's so thick right now. It's hard to believe I'm really going through this.
