Thank you for your support, i know everything you say is so true, but honestly I don't want to carry on like this.
doesn't H need to know that I can't live as friends?
If he wasn't at work tonight, i would be so tempted to tell him. I know if i gave an ultimatium tonight he would go and right now I want him out, I cannot and don't want to do this anymore. Friends and family say he is a w***er and they've all experienecd it at some point or another in their marriages. BUT they all have supportive H's who do talk and understand it's normal and that it will pass and are prepared to work through it. I'm struggling to see how you can move from living as friends to something more?
Thankyou for listening. How is your sitch?
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P/A confirmed 5/03/08
03/08 H said affair over, I dont think it is, h still doesn't want marriage
T: 13 M: 8 D:20 & 17 from Previous M S: 8 & 4 BS: May 07 ILYBNILWY S: 13/10/07
