Now I've done it.... again #4?

[mkultra]

LOL, I feel like a shrill person, but I laughed when you said how your H is looking better because mine is too, only slightly more human. But I gave an evil chuckle because it was easier to detach when I started to see my H dressed like a teenager emo freak gay prostitute.

Now that he is wearing more normal garb, it makes me sad because I picture that we look more like a normal couple than he would with his OW, who is a way younger street punk.

I still hang on to that comment he made post bomb when he tearfully said he had the most beautiful family in the world and I knew he meant me too. My H acts sometimes like he has been kicked out and is looking back into his ownlife through the windows of our home but he cannot come in because of pride or addiction??

I bet your H feels the same exact way. That he has the most beautiful wife with the most beautiful children and he has sh$# it all away so now he has to turn it around and blame you because of his own pride. Or I could just be projecting my own sitch onto yours??