Morgan-- I just caught up, and I am SO sorry. I was going to ask you on Fri if you would like to be call-anytime buddies. I could use it, too, since I have had such a compulsion to talk to H when I knew it would bring me in the wrong direction.
This is my cell 203 994 9923. Use it anytime, day or night. I mean that. I know you and I both have a friends-list of people to call, but sometimes they can't or don't answer, and I know that I have guilty feelings when I unload on them. They hear the hurt and just want it to stop, too, so give advice like ending it all...we don't need advice, so much as having an ear to listen and KNOW what is happening on the other side of the phone. You can call me guilt-free.
We are all strong, morgan, all of us here. Just not all of the time. And that is because we are human. Our spouses are human, too, and I know that is one mistake that I made, thinking that he was so good that I never had to be concerned about an outside threat to our marriage...
Cuddle up with the kids today and a Disney movie. Pop some popcorn. I am sitting in bed, lazy, listening to the thunder roll by. I'll be going out to get my nails done later today, and then sit and do grad school homework. It is going to rain most of this week; let the sky do the crying for us, and wash away some of this hurt.
