The Zoo of the Surreal

[MJontheMend]

Anyways I'm in the "have fun" camp because I don't really think you know how to be anything but "good", by my definition, aka the only one that counts. *g* Being "bad" is simply not in your repertoire so you don't need any encouragement to be good.

Thanks. I guess my self-doubts fall in the gray area where careful means something different than caring. Why does it feel so right to be carefree and yet so wrong to be someone who couldn't care less?

If you fall because you're unused to high heels you'll pick yourself up again and march on. I'm glad you're having some fun. Go for it.

I do seem to be pretty bouncy which is always helpful when you tend towards
toddler-running-with-scissors-by-edge-of-pool-wearing Mommy's-high-heels behavior.

I guess the other way to look at it is that maybe "being good" is equivalent to "delaying gratification" or trying not to have "eyes to big for my stomach". But I gotta tell you, GP was totally encouraging delaying sexual activity so I was very "good" on our second date and went away even though there was quite a bit of unresolved tension. However, I ended up being so thoroughly aroused and horny afterwards that one day that week I ended up MBing in the women's room at the park I walk to with my dog. I really am very HD.