What's made this really hard is just how...surgical it almost is.
Since W walked out on 9/14, we have had very little physical contact. One hug, which she intiated, and we held hands for a little bit after it.
I haven't kissed my wife in over three weeks.
It doesn't look like we'll ever share a bed again, hug, cuddle, let alone have sex (missing that, too!). The fact that, unlike how some seem to have it, we don't even live under the same roof or seem to have real contact.
Just getting in my head/getting these thoughts out. If nothing else, I can come back to this thread later and see how I was feeling or what I was feeling at the time.
