I want to throw up . I just called and went off on him, asked him if he wanted to be served or if we could try arbitration first.
he's pissy and mad and i pushed and I hammered until he agreed to send me dates that would work for him and arbitration.
my head is pounding.
I just pushed and goaded him into agreeing. I hammered at him, trying to make him hurt like I do. all of this is wrong, wrong, wrong to do, but I couldn't seem to stop myself. but maybe by finally ending this all, I'll be able to be happy again.
btw, mk, my inlaws never said anything like that. I know my inlaws, they never did. they love everything I did on the holidays. I've heard them talking when I wasn't in the room, trust me, they may have noticed he stepped up here and there, but they never did what he said they did.
Last edited by morgan; 10/08/0712:15 AM.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
