Forrest Gump and his box of choclates.

[Forrest Gump]

Go ahead Littlebitlost post away with your insight. I think in my running around moving yesterday I got confused who said what. I am just a DAM ya know. It will keep my mind off not being with my kids.

The really weird thing about this is I am not angry. I should be fuming mad. I wish I could be. I did get mad when whe was telling me to leave because if I didn't I was just a selfish child. Needless to say that pissed me off.

I am really wondering why I never saw this in her before. It has been there along time. I was over at my best friends house last night and me and his wife got to talking. At this point since I am gone I don't feel like I need to defend my position on staying. He really had not told his wife much and we just started talking about stuff and here it comes. I find out about another guy. I should be angry about that. Maybe I am numb to it at this point. What struck me as odd was that this was the first I have ever heard of it from anyone. This has been going on for 5+ years. I don't really know alot about that situation because BF wife was not around my wife much without me. But 1 of the 4-5 times they went out she got to see my wife flirting/talking to another man. I feel like a fool. When me and my wife and my BF and his wife went out, me and BF would always just act like fools. We were just having fun but we acted like fools. Most people thought it was funny. Our wives not so much. My wife used to say you are with me I don't want people to see my man acting like a fool. This started happening alot after the first EA/PA. Now I am the one that looks like a complete fool because my wife was running around with other men. Hell one of them came to our new years eve party last year(Just recently found out about him too). This right here is why I knew this was going to be this way. It gives me time to dwell on her not chosing me again. Anyway sorry to ramble on. Just my fun life.