Ouch! The truth...Now what?

[theotherhalf]

thanks lwb,

this morning I am so numb. I can't even cry. I feel so used, so hopeless, so hurt

i really don't know if there is anything left, what's the point hanging on if he has made up his mind

some say i should somehow let OW that he is still sleeping with me, don't know if it would be wise or not. Agree that she probably doesn't know, but maybe she does. afraid that it'll just anger him and push him harder towards her.