oh my freaking god, I'm already irriated and he isn't even here. lol.
he has called 2x in the last 10 minutes. the first because he was at target and was asking me what sizes I thought they would be in halloween costumes. now, I had told him he was welcome to do this with them, because I feel bad about how much stuff he misses out on. I'm trying to let go here...let go of the fact that dammit, I want to be there picking out their costumes. and I haven't seen the ones at target, are they cute? are they as cute as the ones here and there that I have seen? but I'm not saying any of that, because I'm letting him have this moment with them.
but then he has to call back to ask more about sizes, and about how big the costumes look, and can they be dummied up/safety pinned to look like they fit. I have no freaking idea, H, I'm not there. no, I did not say it like that, just said to try it on them and see if he thought they could. and I can hear him getting irritated with me because I can't just tell him yeah, they can be, because I can't see them.
ugh.
now, I did manage to sound light and airy and told him to grab a box of safety pins and we'd figure it out, but what I really want to do is take the phone and hit him over the head with it. repeatedly.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
