Laughing - was your h always crazy, or did this emerge with MLC? Some people posting here realise that their h's were always abusive, whereas for others [like me] their h flipped - tendencies toward ugly behaviour, that exist in all of us, became very pronounced.
In any case I do find Ephesians 6 v12-18 to be helpful. There is spiritual wickedness in the heavenly places, and on earth, and we have tofight against it, and to fight injustice and lies wherever we see them. This is a real battle on every level, and one day you will win, and be vindicated. In the meantime I will continue to pray for you.
