Picked up DD from my mums, I am at my sisters for dinner tonight, though I would jump on as she is cooking and DD is playing with the dogs.
W has not called me or home to talk to DD in 3 days. Must be having a pretty good time with OM in Melbourne.
DD did have my mother in stitches today. She described OM to her (whilst I was at work) and told her that he was very careful with his money (tight arse). She also said that he had a bit of a belly on him (this is one thing I am amazed with, my W is so attractive, and settles for someone that she wouldn't have given the time of day to when she was single).
I didn't realise how powerful depression and MLC were, where W would even look at him let alone have a PA with him, it really does hurt me soooo much. Also the fact that he preyed on her when she was vulnerable at her kickboxing classes, and consoled her at her most depressed condition.
That is something I will have trouble with if we ever do get a chance to reconcile, knowing that she has been intimate with someone like that..............I know it may sound crude, but the more I think of it, the more unattracted I am to her knowing this.
That is the only thing that really makes me angry. I would have been fine if we separated and she moved on with someone amazing, but to do this with someone like him really does break my heart.
Anyhow, I have the next two days off to spend with DD which I am looking forward to.
Sorry for rambling on in regards to OM, as I thought I had gotten over it. But although I have gotten over separation and imminent divorce, I still cant get over that she is with someone like that.
