My heart has been ripped out of my chest.... I don't understand how the judge could separate my children, except that S has been the one that Dick has been using all along for information and a bit of parental brainwashing. Two days with his father, S is no longer speaking to me..... this is causing me the greatest pain.
I don't know why NONE of my attorneys have refuted the lies, for I have given them proof (yes, that's black and white proof) each and every time. This is the cause of my frustration, why each time I am placed on the stand, my heart rate goes up, I begin to sweat, and my voice strained. Knowing that there is evidence in the court room that could blow Dick right out of the water, and it hasn't been used.
Meanwhile, the Judge treats me as though I am the person Dick has described.... This time, as a parent who has been emotionally abusing her son, who wouldn't purchase parts for his vehicle, who favors the other child, who I might add, was asked by the Judge if she was worried I'd start picking on her if/when her brother left the house. It's all more than I can bear.... as I'm sure the Judge does believe I'm crazy.
Alas, tonight, as I was trying to fall asleep, the answers were coming. There will come a time and place when I will use the latest documenation from this hearing and bring my collection of evidence, so that I will be able to describe to a few people/groups what is going on..... as I am sure these people will be able to bring it to the Judges attention.
I think I now see why I am in the position I am in today......
Take care of you, God Bless
Love,
Laughing
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........
