You and me both, KAW....Loretta..I would love to hear more from you..where are you? As far as him thinking I might find someone else..I am 150% positive that that does not concern him, as he knows me pretty well, and knows at this point that I would not even consider it..even if I had men pursueing me daily, I have no desire but to try and save what we have.
About last night..I was running around in the morning knowing I had a bunch of stuff to do..but did not want to do too much and have nothing for him to do..he called about 2 and said he had finised up at church, and was there anything left to do..I said there sure was..he said he would be over shortly..he brought laundry too..did not ask this time..(the old me almost took over..when he ran to get the wine, I went and looked in washer OHHHHHH..his white dress shirts that I never ironed because I washed them gently and dried them carefully, were in on the reg cycle with his underwear!!!!!!I closed the washer and went back to my business.)He ended up making the stuffed mushrooms..I left him alone in the kitchen and did the cleaning. Both our kids were gone, and I went up and took a shower and I know I read too many romances but I thought maybe he will come up..no such luck..I can still dream and hope!!! After everyone left, and he was ready to go, I thanked him for helping me..he said something, but I could not hear him so I said "what did you say", he said"you're welcome" I just smiled. I do notice whenever he is walking toward the door to go..he gets quiet and kinda mumbles softly that he needs to get going..is he guilty, sad, lonely?? It was a great night...
