H didn't speak a single word to me or even look at me. I gave him a couple of pictures of S18 from football and he didn't even say thanks.

H is still so messed up, that it is unreal. I left a voice mail for him regarding an insurance check today that I signed the back of and he needs to pick up. I haven't heard a single word from him. He is really into avoiding me at all cost. Steelerfan said it is guilt that makes him act that way. I think she might be right. He certainly doesn't act like a person who is happy with his new life.


Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.