I'm still doing it

[nephartiti]

Well S2 was asking for H. Tried to occupy his atention with something else, but, alas, the poor lad kept picking up the phone and saying "call papa?" So we called. Of course H didn't answer. Of course S2 got upset. I hate this! I don't call unless it is for S2. Why can't he just answer?!? I guess I'm going to have to just not call b/c I hate to see S2 melt down afterwards. Last night was so hard too. He cried for 45 minutes straight after H left. Then on and off all night. It was brutal. Of couse H doesn't realize this because he is not here.

Just frustrated. I'll get over it.

I'm going to clean up a bit, and then maybe we'll have a movie night and some ice cream.