knowing how people react to being told what to do I'm bound to get feedback on this subject line...

Spouse just left with D8 for the first time to be gone all night w/o me...horrid feeling. It's night one of the "experiment" to see what it's like not to live at home. She made D give me a kiss and then embraced me as I tried to gag down my tears. ICK!!!

I will try to look at this as a good thing where spouse can see that she just might miss me...JFC life is insane. I'm going out with some friends tonight so will be distracted. Spouse had her own sleepover last night and for the first time I got no info ahead of time. She just left and was gone all night. gutless, that's how I like 'em! I hate that my family is possibly going to be ripped apart.

I have a shovel and I'm not afraid to use it.
Stubby