I know these are small things but big steps for me....went to church last night and h was the usher..but he came and sat with me for service...also saw him today and told him I had bought the dvd The Ten Commandments and asked if he would like to come over tonight and watch it.. he kinda hesitated but said he would like that.So...these are little steps forward..I really think he might be waiting for me to make the moves..I don't know why I say that, but I just get that feeling..if the mood is right and no lkids, I might ask him tonight.