Looking forward to hearing about your wife's birthday celebration. Hopefully it will be the final bit that will turn your M around! I'll be thinking about you!!!!!
Everyone thanks for your support. You all don't know how much you have helped me keep it together. I have a few minutes here a little update.
Theo I will never leave you behind buddy. You have my number and e-mail anytime you want give me a call I know I can and have done the same to you.
Mark I know what you are saying. I don’t know how many times the 49ers screwed up because they thought they had it made. My sitch will NEVER be over. Even if this does work and we do get back together it will be a lot of hard work on both our parts to keep it alive. My W has a hard time expressing her feelings. She never really replies to my letters or e-mails.
I am having a little problem with my PMA today. It is nothing my W is doing except for this wedding ring thing. It started bugging me again. I know she has put on weight and they are tight on her fingers. I have to keep these bad thoughts out of my head because if I do not then my attitude changes and I will change the atmosphere here. I need to go help son with home work then I am headed to the book store for the NOT JUST FRIENDS book. Don’t get me wrong. Nothing has changed except me positive energy level. Tomorrow is the W b-day. Here is the card I got her.
FRONT
For my Wife In the whirlwind Of our lives, With each day flying Into the next, It seems easy To take our love for granted, To forget what life was like Before we had Each other….
INSIDE
But whenever I slow down a little, And just look into your eyes, I still feel that spark of fire That first brought us close, I still hear that whisper in my heart That first told me We were made for each other…. So, I want you to know, On your birthday and always, I treasure our love and you.
Happy Birthday
I’ll be back later
Husband
Last edited by husband; 10/06/0709:34 PM.
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
You guys don't realize how hard it was to find a card that somehow didn't relate to the affair.
I did get her the chocolates with bailey's Irish cream liquor inside for her B day but I was thinking about looking for a lamp for her desk also. Our finances are really stretched right now. I don't know if my W is feeling guilty or she just wants me to buy stuff for me so I will not try to be intimate but she keeps encouraging me to get stuff.
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Its the guilt that makes her want you to have things, I received an iPod the week before the bomb, and he has started encouraging me to do things for myself, like pedis/manis, stuff like that.
husband, I am leaving you. I must take a shower and try to sleep before D3's first coughing/'mama hold me!' fit begins. I will be thinking of you tomorrow and I know it'll go well. Enjoy your night.
ok that was just too sweet.. its perfect H.. I hope it goes well!!