There's nothing wrong with wanting all of those wonderful things from your H. You just need to realize he can't give them to you right now.
I reread MLC section of DR today and it made me feel much better. Maybe you should do the same.
Also, I love flowers so I buy a bunch everytime I go to the grocery store. Yesterday I bought myself an Easter Lily. I love the smell of them. It reminds me of my mother and nothing brings me more comfort than reminders of her.
