Steph...great to hear from you..sorry that things are not working out like you had hoped..very glad to hear you are doing ok...moving on with your life..and happy.
About me obsessing...I really did not think I was doing that anymore...I have felt better the past few months than I have for over a year..h too, is very relaxed..himself again.
I guess I am wanting some direction so I can decide what I need to do next. I want to fix some things around the house..but are we going to need to sell it.. as I won't be able to own a home on my own...if h was totaly cool and avoided me or was didtant when we talk..that probably would be some kind of clue that things are not going too well amd I need to face that I will end up alone..BUT he is not like that...we talk without the tension that was there..his mother is including me for Easter dinner...so does it mean there's hope?? If he would just tell me" I think our m is worth saving.." then I could continue to give him the time and space he needs..no pressure.. Bottom line is I need to know..I feel so good most days..but our lives are hanging...this must be where the patince comes in, and deep down I know that. I have read hundreds of threads here this past year.. seem to be 2 different senerios...waw leaves...anger...fights...no contact...waw decides to try to work on m, r talks, touching, new commitment, OR...waw leaves..anger...no contact..r talks..does not want to be m.. one or the other files for d. What senerio is mine? waw leaves...but we are friends, talk, laugh, go out.......................am I wrong..too impatient to just want some idea where it is goin?
Steph suggests changing my expectations..my perspective..help me out with some ideas for doing that, as I am at a lost.
