Morgan, Everytime I start to sob, usually in the car???, my kids start to tell me to stop. Please, stop crying , Mommy. You will make us cry,too!" So, I finally told them that crying just makes Mommy's heart feel better. I hold back tears a lot so maybe that is why I cry in the car, privacy, music, memories, no copilot? But it just feels so much better than crying in my pillow or while watching TV.
You have every right to feel sad. It is sad. Maybe it will make sense later, but the saddest thing is that it just feels like a mistake that we can see but we cannot fix. I keep remmebering how my older friend who is getting married explained that sometimes people just grow apart. I hang on to that to make sense of it all. People who should have grown together grew apart. Yes. That makes sense.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
