I had a really hard week to go through - saw H everyday at work but he was always either tired or in a kind of bad mood - no access. It happend that I heard a few stories about him and OW while I was working so it seems he is talking about her to our guests.
I got soooooooooo upset. I couldnt hold myself back. And needed to talk to him yesterday. Which I did. Away from all 180, act as if or whatever.
Told him how much it hurts me to know how OPEN he treats this very topic versus our guests in our bar.
He came up with: you told me you didnt wanna know anything about it/her - so I didnt tell you anything. Told him then that it don't find it funny to hear people talk to me about his NEW GIRLFRIEND. And that he should KEEP HER OUT of our place. Even verbally. Then he came up with: if people ask me about how I am, why shouldn't I tell them?
COZ IT HURTS ME?!?!?!?!
Status Quo:
He sees her once/twice a week. Sleeps with her. She WAS the final reason he left me for. I FEEL that. Even though he calls it a symptom. He want's to do it SLOWLY this time, not like we did. He won't babysit her son and stuff, won't stay over while he is there. OUCH. OUCH. OUCH. Am I supposed to give him applause now?
He just left a woman with a kid to start a R with another one? And this time he wants to do it RIGHT.....
I HATE IT. Gotta keep on working with him tough. WHAT THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? Started Yoga last week and I really like it.
But that's not the only thing that will bring me forward....
