morgan-- You know that you are not alone. You have your kids, family and friends. Your H is a part of your life, not the whole thing. I remember hearing those same words and feeling little solice in them, but it is true, and you will come to see this slowly. You are grieving, and your reactions make sense.
You are such a good person, you have people whom you have never met face to face concerned for your well-being, thinking about you and wishing you well.
You are so hard on yourself about the gym--sometimes you have to give yourself a bit of a break. You sound so much like me...I can't wait to be able to meet you. I am still looking for a last minute deal, so keep your fingers crossed for me.
