So now today she is asking me to leave. I feel if I leave I am cementing in her that I never wanted this to work. She says that is not the case. It does not feel right in my heart for me to leave. She indicated that the one thing she wants I won't give her. To me that said she thought I was being selfish. I told her that she is the one that does not know what she wants. I want to be with my kids. The situation has taken a turn for the worse and I am not really sure why. I feel she should be the one to leave. But I also fell a little bit guilty about saying that. So to all of you out there should I "give her what she wants"? Or should I tell her she needs to go? Her definig space means I go through the day acting like nothing is going on. While she hides her phone and texts this "friend". I am finding it hard to do that. In a conversation we had last night she said I am all over the place. I said the only reason I am all over the place is because of your "friend" and you continuing to communicate with him. She agreed that me being crazy directly coinsided with that. So she sees it. She wants me yo be even and knows why I am not being even. But she does not want to stop what is making me uneven? She said that we were both waiting on the other person to change. But neither of us wanted to? How can I be even? I am so confused right now. I asked her what would be even or the middle road. She said she did not know. So I asked how would you know if I was walking down the middle road then? Am I being selfish in not wanting to leave?
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