Larry Yes H is MLC and he knows it. I think he is into the aceptance stage since he is starting to reconnect with friends and spending time with the kids. I guess i would be the last. by what iv'e read.
Matilda, I am so confused by h's actions when he acts like he is(says one thing, actions show different)Menopause doesn't help to keep my feelings in check either.
TAL, Don't know if your H will get much out of salmon fishing, the creeks and rivers are so low.
Wish you could have come with him I could have met you in person. Pulaski is crazy with fish heads right now.
Journaling
I do know he loves me I guess even though her is having a hard time with it.
I think if he didn't he wouldn't get so clingy or try to find time to spend with me.
I will keep my mouth shut for a few more months if i have to unless something else happens to see if he finishes coming thru this. If not then i will make the decision from there.
Im'e trying to be a lot more distant and when i am he tries even harder to get me not to be.
Listen to this. We had h's Mom tested for Dementia because she is acting pretty whacked out (to long to explain) Thinks h's dad who is dying of cancer and in a nursing home is faking to get away from her.(just the tip of the iceberg). she scored perfect. No dementia. But Dr. told me she is depressed and not dealing with issues. Didn't even tell him about FIL and acts like everything is just fine. Told me a lot about depression and that it is like she is in crisis and trying to pretend that the issues aren't there or that there is another reason for them.
SOUND LIKE SOMEONE ELSE I KNOW???? I think this crap runs in H's family.
SO for right now i will distance myself and GAL and wait a few more months is i have to.(we'll see what happens).
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
