H met me at the gym to drop off S. He said S was going to come to the gym with me in the morning and H would pick him up. I said H could come over tonight and then bring S home with him. He said, that's a possibility. Then about 5minutes later he said he'd just go home. I said, that's fine. THen he said Saturday would work better. I said fine. He then said that I could bring clothes tomorrow and then leave from him house Sunday morning for my private. I didn't reply.
Not gonna go. It's starting the same thing again. I ask him over, he says no but then wants me to go to his house.
Cheeseless tunnel. I want to be with him, but not when it's aways at his place and on his terms. Everytime I say ok and go over there after he turned me down I feel like I'm "rolling over" or how do I put this.... like I'm not being true to me- Im doing only what he wants- like being controlled or manipulated-- submissive... weak...
